Missed you dude

Fortunately the cold weather is slowly starting to give up.

I haven't studied in three days. I just don't have the energy or the drive. I seem to have a new lower back issue going on, probably longer than five days now. I don't think it is the dancing though. It could be either three options:

• Endo is back and giving me a hard time
• My spine is complaining
• A herniated disk is calling up for attention

I have no clue, but I am at the stage of "watch & wait" as the chiropractor advised.

Yesterday, it was one more year of this soul in this Earth. I no longer feel the same about my birthday ever since  I experienced my mom's illness, and her unfortunate death. Things appeared to have taken a different perspective. Or may I say, my perceptions about small things and life itself have dramatically changed.

The only thing that has not changed at all is my attachment to the idea of "you will always be there". I missed your birthday message this year, and it really left a gap in my day. I hope everything is going well for you and that you were just busy running your life... that you are in good health, and that nothing wrong happened. I miss our chats.

Anyway. I will try a different position, since my behind hurts. (On my knees posting this, since I am experiencing some tingling sensations along my lower back and left leg). I hope this goes away soon, so that I can go back to dancing without regrets.

Just Dance!

So, I go to this lovely dance class... while waiting, I was studying for that certification. Usually a group of friends gather at the front, and when we are early, we save spots for the rest.

A lady came and asked who was next to me. I told her I was saving the spot for somebody else. This annoying lady, came with her awful voice to burst that "you are not supposed to save spots, you are not supposed to do that!".

Ha!!! not only did she knocked down my bottled water, she placed her mat on that spot. The people around just stared in disbelief. It is funny, at the moment, I only told another girl "OK, show me where it says that I'm not supposed to do that".

After the fact, it happens... a number of ideal responses come to mind. The best one popped in my head while I was trying to sleep. I should have told her: "I was saving the spot for you, but since I'm not supposed to, you can't take this place, sorry".

Anyway, useless now.

I do love my dance class though!!!!!

Flirting

With this new blog... after years of doing it in my native language, I decided to create this one.
At times the mind plays its tricks... and when one language dominates over the other, one has to let it flow.

Here then, the journey begins...

First dream in this parallel world

The ephemeral life, like a parallel dream, in that "other" world...